Just miss him so so much....

**stacey86** · 08-01-2008, 12:40pm

I feel terrible as I know that there are so many other Damsels with such bad things going on at the moment, who really are having a crap time

So I am sorry xx

I just am really really missing my Sonny at the moment.

It has been over 2 months now since he was PTS and I still cry for him every day.
I feel so stupid by writing this, I really do, but I just need to get it out.

I am not expecting alot of replies, so please feel free to ignore me.

TIA xx

**Julesb** · 08-01-2008, 12:48pm

I don't think you ever stop missing them, it just gets a little easier.

**Loukes** · 08-01-2008, 12:54pm

Like Julesb said - it will ease overtime hunny.

You are not stupid. You are grieving the loss of a family member which is natural

Lots of

to you hun.
xxx

**zummerzet lou** · 08-01-2008, 12:56pm

Stacey .. there's no need to apologise.

I know exactly how you feel, and all I can say is just keep reminding yourself why you took the decision, and try and remember the happy times you both had.

I still miss Izzy and she was PTS Nov 2006 .. and cried soo much for weeks on end over her ... I spent weeks feeling guilty about my decision, and tormented myself about not giving the medicine enough time etc. Looking back, I can see now she'd been suffering for a long time, and I now try and remind myself of the nice life she had before that.

all the best, and am thinking of you,

Lou

**meemoo** · 08-01-2008, 01:10pm

Dont apologise hun

**stacey86** · 08-01-2008, 01:13pm

Thanks everyone. It means alot to me.
Its the what if's and maybe's.

to everyone else who lost a pet.

**Strawberry Bivi** · 08-01-2008, 01:16pm

You still need time to grieve, it was such a shock for you at the time and you had to take the decision you did so it was all taken out of your hands really and I think you needed to let it all sink in before the proper grieving begins.

**stacey86** · 08-01-2008, 01:25pm

Thank you Strawberry xx
Every now and again I just get so overcome with him not being here, like it suddenly clicks I will never feel or otuch him again. Yet I have so many good memories of him.

Here is the link to a memorial page I have made him.

http://www.bluecross.org.uk/web/site...SonnySmith.asp
It might be of use to some body else, as it is nice to look at evry now and agin.