...that I'm meeting up with the ex friends for the evening. As the fashion damsels know my outfit and accessories have been meticulously planned (bit like a military operation ), my make up will be immaculate and I WILL be positive and happy (which will be hard given a) the company and b) the fact I feel like cack atm with a cold).

So wish me luck - I'm dreading it. I am hoping though at the end of it though they will realise what THEY have been missing and how much I have changed (for the better I think) since our little altercation.

However I dont think we will ever be friends as a group again - I've moved on - and I'm fine with that.