Feeling Crap - NAR, HABD FSFM (Feeling sorry for myself)

[bluecow]

Just need to get it all out so no response required.

I have been feeling decidely sorry for myself lately :-( Things have been pants with me and DH but on the surface our relationship has improved. We are now talking much more and seem to have realised that we are still the best of friends. There are, however, underlying things that are still niggling away at me such as the desire to completely redecorate our home - DH is happy with the way it is - and the fact that I am still the sole chief cook and bottle washer..oh and the 24h nanny :rolleyes:

I have also drifted away from my friends, one in particular who I considered a very close friend. I know I said things to push her away but 'losing' her has hurt more than I ever imagined possible. :sigh:

I think I thought that changing my working hours would be like a waving a magic wand and would make it all better. How wrong was I :-(

I know what I need to do to change things, just not sure I have the strength :cry:

[Frogslie]

:hug: to you, I hope tomorrow is better for you, it's hard when you have what you think will sort everything out, but it doesn't...

:flowers: :flowers: Hopefully a good night's sleep will make a difference to you x

[Pancake01]

:hug: I hope you feel better tomorrow.

[SnaffleFox]

Oh BC lots of :higgies: I'm not going to hijack your thread but I'm feeling very similar myself. Hope things start to get better for you very soon chick. Be strong lady, you can do it! (and there are always Damsels here to cry on if and when you need) xx

[calfee]

:higgies: I'll not hi-jack it either, but I wonder if there's something in the air this weekend? There seems to be a lot of feeling really :pants: going around. Take care, X

[Adelelee]

Awww hun I knew you had been having a hard time lately, have been thinking of you lots:hug::hug:

Loosing a friend in whatever circumstances is never easy, is it a short-term thing and is it salvagable or do you think it is over for good? Sometimes friendships seem lost but they maybe just move to a different level (if that makes sense??)

I am free this week if you fancy a coffee, a chat and a friendly face:higgies::higgies:

You have my number, just shout if I can do anything

xx

[Hungry Hippo]

:higgies: I'm really sorry you're feeling so pants. It's great news that you and DH are talking but it sucks that he doesn't want to muck in more. He really does need a :spank: on that front.

I hope you have a brighter days just around the corner xx

[Julesb]

:hug:

[Shoppie]

If you don't want advice, I'll just send hugs :higgies:













But I also think it would be worth talking to your friend about whatever happened - they have obviously been there for you in the past, and whatever you said, everyone can make mistakes,

[bluecow]

Thank you all so much for all the hugs and replies :kiss:

I am feeling much better after that little outburst :oops: I have spoke to DH about what gets me down so that has helped lots. He has also been great since I posted - maybe he reads my threads and takes note :yeahright:

Adelelee, it would be great to meet up later in the week I'll pm you :thumb: