So I am back in NL now

[DKNI]

and well we have managed not to kill each other at the moment but it does seem that I am not allowed to moan about anything at all.

I said that my back was aching from having Kane in the baby sling and I got a large harmph as a response. Its very draining but I am biting my tongue to see if time really is that great healer.

To be honest my feelings for him really have changed and I have no urge to fight with him at all. I am not sure if its because I have put up a wall between us to protect myself or maybe I do just love him that little bit less now.

I need to give us time but part of me really still thinks its over but I just need to make sure.

Positive side tho is that I am strong enough now that I ignore his criticisms if he says anything.

But on the other hand he can be sweet as well so I will just have to wait and see if he will change as well as letting myself adapt to things as well.l

Will keep you all posted with the Sep Saga as I am sure you are all to enthralled to miss out on a single episode :lol:

[Julesb]

Your new found strength will get you through whatever is thrown at you now.

I really hope that you find the happiness that you deserve.

Sending you a hug.xx

[Damsella]

I think that time will tell. Although a harrumph doesn't sound very promising :rolleyes:

Bug :hugs: to you, keep us posted!

[Adelelee]

:hug::hug: to you, you sound very strong and positive.

[funkystars123]

andie I am sending you :hug: :flowers:

I have been married before and we had a seperation and then got back together for a while before finally seperated for good and have recently divorced.

I so understand where you are at the moment and the need 'to know' I am so glad that we tried again but like you it was 'with my eyes open' I was also stronger as I knew that I could manage without him iyswin.

I now feel that we tried everything and it didn't work but it wasn't cause we didn't try. We had been together 7 years altogether and the relationship had just come to an end. (we are now fairly good friends and he was the first to congratulate me on the birth of J)

I have been following your story and you are such a strong women, you will be fine whatever happens.....

:flowers:

xx

[Hello Kitty]

Sometimes it is good to go back just to clarify once and for all, either you stay together and everything works out or you don't but at least then you will know that you really did try.
Love and hugs to you and the boys :higgies:

[Cherrypie]

Just wanted to send some hugs, Andie. I hope it works out well for you - however that may be. (Hope your back is better too!). xx

[Pancake01]

:hug: to you and well done for giving it another go. I hope you get the happiness that you and your lovely boys deserve.

[chuckle_monster]

:higgies: Hi Andie! Hope your back is feeling better now, you can rely on the Damsels for more than a Harumph! It sounds as if you really are very strong now and that you know what is best for you and the boys, take it a step at a time and go with your gut feeling. Best of luck with whatever happens sweetie,

Chuckle xx

[DKNI]

ha I will get my birthday present sorted out first and then smack him :lol:

[August Girl]

ha I will get my birthday present sorted out first and then smack him :lol:

:lol: Good on you!

I really hope everything works out.

[Bananatree]

You are one strong ladt Andie and I admire your courage and strngth.
Make sure you get what you want and how you want it- dont settl for anything less.

Good luck with everything :hug:

[Teresa]

Sending some hugs to you. I hope it works out for you, whichever way you want it to.

[Princess Fiona]

I think the time apart has done you good and if it has indeed made you a stronger person then i definatley think it was for the best. As for what the future holds, only time will tell. I REALLY hope for you that things work out, but if its not meant to be, its not meant to be and the MAIN thing is that YOU and the CHILDREN are happy :hug:

[popinjay1]

Thinking of you Andie and hope everything works out for you - whatever you decide in the end. :hug:

[gillyf]

Good Luck and i hope it works out for you.

[DillyDally]

I agree with everyone else, I hope it works out, but I'm glad you are a stronger person now, and can deal with it if it doesn't.

[cheeky_biscuit]

:higgies: sounds like you're being very strong, and like Mrs D says, as long as you & the kdis are happy that is all that matters.
take care